I can't control myself around old men like this -- men who've gone further than accepted their declining masculinity. Men who, up until a few years ago, used to believe that the peak of masculinity was to be aesthetic, muscular and perpetually youthful. Men who aren't the target demographic for TRT promoting some return to his younger days. Men who have been on "trt" since his 30s. Men who've embraced the abnormal trajectory of a masculinity bastardized by decades of hormones, training, and neurotic eating for growth. His face is weathered and beaten from years of tanning. His skin, thin and pockmarked, crawling with a network of veins across his arms, traps, chest, abs. everywhere. gross Each muscle thickened out into blocky, overblown masses. Sagging, droopy tits with soft puffy gyno beneath. All those years of bulking and cutting, growing and growing, wreaking havoc on his poor, nursable tits. And that glorious roid gut. He tries to hold it in and manages to do a good job